Saturday, August 21, 2010
It may hurt me , when you talk me in a-way that i don't wish to hear but do you know that ? No , you don't ever know because you don't understand me at all because you are not the one in love , you are not the one waiting for the person you love.
Because i love you too much that i don't ever dare to hurt you or quarrel with you. Is not because i don't care about your existence it is because you are just like my heart , once i poke a kinfe into it , it will stop beating and bleed . Because by quareling with you it is just like pokeing a kinfe into my heart . Because of your existing , you give me a chance to fall in love you , because of you existence , you make me understand what is true love . Ever i'm damn freaking angry , freaking mad , i don't ever dare to let you because i love you and scared to lose you . Not because of scared of you or what is that i love too too deep that i scared to lose you or ever hurt you . i hope that you will understand . I love you _ _ _ _ _ .Labels: Hoping . . .
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 10:03 AM x
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Friday, August 13, 2010
I'm really really really sad. You don't know how much i love you , how much i care for you. Just because you asking me accompany to go out i begged my mom from ytd till today morning than in the end you never go. Do you know my heart broke thousand of glasser. Seem to you i'm just a shit to you mean nothing to you at all. But you mean alot to me . You mean alot alot alot ALOT ALOT ALOT to me!!!!! But at least when you are scared you think of me. I'm glad but everytime when i msg you , you reply late why why why? If you feel that i very busybody please let me know. I will stop msging you.
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 7:49 AM x
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Monday, August 2, 2010
All I want ia just be with you . Nothing more or less . You may think that i just depo for girlfriend but if i really depo for a girlfriend i won't ever jio you or say in the 'good' way is for what waste my time one you or ever gave you the watch ever you does not wear it . If i'm really depo for a girlfriend i would a girlfriend now , not need to ever waste time to wait or ever what . But the true is that i really love you . But i seem to you , is a just a diary , got unhappyness talk to me ever happyness also tell me but not as much i want to hear . I want to hear that you are happy you are fine you have grow up you understand a person by listening to his look or voice . People care about you don't want you to get in problme but you still can (LOLOLOL - , -) what te hell . ya to you i'm petty , useless , not ah beng like you love . For you , you can't understand how i feel everything you are right , i can't talk to win you but my speaking is suck , you are the one i love and i don't wish to hurt you too . But you just think that you are right i'm in the wrong and damn damn fucking petty . YES , i agree that i'm petty becuase i born to be like that but i'm trying my best to change myself ever it take year to prove people that . But i hope that you will understand me more than others do . If you did read this post you are gonna to scold me hate me stop talking to me , i will accept what whatver you say . Because deep deep deeep deeeeeeeeeeppppppppppp down my heart that alway a GIRL NAME SHANNON CHEW , that alway will be there whatever i do whatever i do , Because i love you . If ever if you find your own love , i will let go of you . But does not mean i have give up , as long as deeep down my heart your name will alway be there . Because i can't let you go just becasue inever say it out.
I LOVE YOU SHANNON.Labels: It hurting me but does you notice it?
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 8:24 AM x
] x sHall nEva Be aParT x [
