Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Hey people , have been seen a long time I have post . Even no one is there to be reading I still will post because everytime write in Facebook people who I don't want them to be commemting on my post they will everytime comment one . So how life have been . It's have been a long way too the end of secondary school life . 19/07/2011 is the day we stead but Sunday she just send me a text without telling me the reason why is she leaving me . I had been waiting for her mah till now than . But it seem like she had get over me and might have find someone else too . Even if you really want to leave me , can I have a reason for leave me ? I really hope that you will text me soon . I have been waiting for your msg . Hisssssss !!Labels: I'm waiting
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 3:13 AM x
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Thursday, October 28, 2010
Sad me die !!!! Lost my phone last week damn the person sia !! How life is suck ttm !!!! No freedom at all .... Bad stuff keep coming toward me , what should ??? I don't even konw myself . Just want to chat with you alittle longer with you just don't know why i have a feel that you are avoiding me . Don't wish to talk to me . Why ? Before that you are not like that . Can you tell me what did i do wrong ? I really miss you badly do you know ??? Hope to see your name appaering on my phone again !!!
Alway hoping for the best , alway wanted to change , alway wanted to be friendly ,alway wanted people to change the view of me , alway hoping someone will tell me that ' ivyn , you have change , ' But it is just a stupid hoping and thinking !!!
Alway this silly never got i wanted to have .....Labels: Silly boiii
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 11:53 PM x
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Wooooooooooooo ~ Just came back from raya - ing with my friend man ! Alot of fun man ! Hope to have more , not because of the green packet is the fun ! Got a few joker hahas . when i free than upload those picture ! ^_^ Labels: Enjoy .
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 9:10 AM x
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Thursday, September 9, 2010
Let post since i can't sleep .
To Shannon , I have miss the chance of being with you . And it too late to ask for yuor heart back because you have nolonger have the feeling for me . So glad that you have find your own love . And why should i go do anything to your boyfriend , i know i maybe lose to him because i not a fighter . And there is no reason i should fight with him . So last long . I won't not text you because i don't wish to disturb you in rest of you life , at the same time trying to forget the memory that we use to have . Alright ? So enjoy rest of you life wth you love ones . ^_^.
There is alway a time for me to be happy , sad and hurt . So sad for me . miss her badly really really badly !!! :'(Labels: :'(
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 12:14 PM x
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Saturday, August 21, 2010
It may hurt me , when you talk me in a-way that i don't wish to hear but do you know that ? No , you don't ever know because you don't understand me at all because you are not the one in love , you are not the one waiting for the person you love.
Because i love you too much that i don't ever dare to hurt you or quarrel with you. Is not because i don't care about your existence it is because you are just like my heart , once i poke a kinfe into it , it will stop beating and bleed . Because by quareling with you it is just like pokeing a kinfe into my heart . Because of your existing , you give me a chance to fall in love you , because of you existence , you make me understand what is true love . Ever i'm damn freaking angry , freaking mad , i don't ever dare to let you because i love you and scared to lose you . Not because of scared of you or what is that i love too too deep that i scared to lose you or ever hurt you . i hope that you will understand . I love you _ _ _ _ _ .Labels: Hoping . . .
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 10:03 AM x
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Friday, August 13, 2010
I'm really really really sad. You don't know how much i love you , how much i care for you. Just because you asking me accompany to go out i begged my mom from ytd till today morning than in the end you never go. Do you know my heart broke thousand of glasser. Seem to you i'm just a shit to you mean nothing to you at all. But you mean alot to me . You mean alot alot alot ALOT ALOT ALOT to me!!!!! But at least when you are scared you think of me. I'm glad but everytime when i msg you , you reply late why why why? If you feel that i very busybody please let me know. I will stop msging you.
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 7:49 AM x
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Monday, August 2, 2010
All I want ia just be with you . Nothing more or less . You may think that i just depo for girlfriend but if i really depo for a girlfriend i won't ever jio you or say in the 'good' way is for what waste my time one you or ever gave you the watch ever you does not wear it . If i'm really depo for a girlfriend i would a girlfriend now , not need to ever waste time to wait or ever what . But the true is that i really love you . But i seem to you , is a just a diary , got unhappyness talk to me ever happyness also tell me but not as much i want to hear . I want to hear that you are happy you are fine you have grow up you understand a person by listening to his look or voice . People care about you don't want you to get in problme but you still can (LOLOLOL - , -) what te hell . ya to you i'm petty , useless , not ah beng like you love . For you , you can't understand how i feel everything you are right , i can't talk to win you but my speaking is suck , you are the one i love and i don't wish to hurt you too . But you just think that you are right i'm in the wrong and damn damn fucking petty . YES , i agree that i'm petty becuase i born to be like that but i'm trying my best to change myself ever it take year to prove people that . But i hope that you will understand me more than others do . If you did read this post you are gonna to scold me hate me stop talking to me , i will accept what whatver you say . Because deep deep deeep deeeeeeeeeeppppppppppp down my heart that alway a GIRL NAME SHANNON CHEW , that alway will be there whatever i do whatever i do , Because i love you . If ever if you find your own love , i will let go of you . But does not mean i have give up , as long as deeep down my heart your name will alway be there . Because i can't let you go just becasue inever say it out.
I LOVE YOU SHANNON.Labels: It hurting me but does you notice it?
x『BbY_déV¡L』 is wasting her time at 8:24 AM x
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